Lets Make A Deal

Last night Omar and I played lets make a deal. I keep working until we go to Italy and then when we get back I can quit my job or at least find something that I can do just two days a week and that is it. Of course if I stay working until we go to Italy there won't be a reason for me to work afterwards because the deal is I just have to pay off my car. Of course I need to get rid of the house but the car note isn't some small rinky dinky car note either. What was going to the car could go to the house and then just add a little bit to it. OK maybe at least $300-400 to it but at least it would just equal another car payment, so like we are paying two car payments. I am hoping by the time we go to Italy though that this house business will be done and settled cuz this is just crazy. I thought I had someone in my home that would want a place to call home and have a place for her kids to call home. You know somewhere stable where you aren't always moving around and don't know where you are going to be one day or the next. I was wrong though, I mean completely wrong. I am with Omie on this one. If we would have known she was going to be like this we would have rather gone through it in the beginning when we just got here instead of now. Hell we could have had the house fixed and sold by now I'm sure. Hell if not we could have had Fab in there and things would have been a lot different especially for me financially. I helped that hot mess out so much it isn't even funny. With the phone bills, water, electric, etc. All the money she made, had a roommate and still couldn't afford certain things. Now I wasn't living lavish but I could have been if she just had her stuff together so I could have gotten my stuff together a little bit better but things happen. We had good times and our fun. She did help me by being my roommate but she damn sure didn't help anyone when I moved. I mean she did slightly because she was still in the house but we were still helping each other but once T moved out she didnt know how to woman up and get her business together. She just moved in with another chick who is struggling a lot worse than I was. She went from living in 3bedrooms of her own space dealing with no one but her own to living in a 1 bedroom sharing with her daughter or some times the daughter sleeps on the couch in a 3 bedroom home with 2 other children besides her own. From the looks of things as well she is no longer with Z. The supposed love of her life and how she just couldn't let him go. Looks like she let him go. We are no longer friends on Facebook but I can see her profile picture has changed and it is a pic of her with some white guy drinking something and raising their glasses to the camera. I wonder what that is all about. Either it is someone she works with or Z is no longer it for this moment and it is someone else. Part of me is just glad I don't have to keep up with that mess anymore. It was too damn much to have to deal with when you didn't have to deal with it. Now my life is drama and stress free a lot more than it use to be. Not drama all the time but a good part of the time and when there wasn't drama, it wasn't far around the corner.
I have met some new people and they seem to be so far so fun and interesting and drama free. I thank goodiness Cin went to the Dr's and they found that business in her breast early. I can't believe she wasn't going to go but I'm glad I stayed on her and harassed the hell out of her to go. Bran though and her husband are something special and unique. Omie thinks there is something weird but can't put his finger on it. He says it isn't a bad thing just something strange. Then Brit and her boyfriend. They seem fun. We had them over for dinner and drinks and honey we DRANK!! We had a good two main course meal precluded with a blueberry mojito, meal had with a glass of wine and then after dinner honey babies we DRANK!!! Chocolate businesses, proseco, shots of rum & pear juice along with another round of Chocolate Business. I'm glad I didn't have anywhere to drive to or walk to cuz I wasn't no good, lol. We had fun though. We played a little bit of Wii, they played playstation a bit while us girls talked.

I've met some pretty interesting people here at work as well. None I think I want to hang out with outside of work but hey they are interesting although I can't wait to go back to my housewife life cuz having to get up every morning, get dressed, deal with traffic, dealing with a supervisor, time schedules, etc. is just not where it is at for me especially after I didn't have to do it for a year. I'm ready to get back to getting up with him, hot yoga, walking the pooch, lunch, and then running whatever errands I need to run or have done whatever I need to have done instead of being at the 9(actually8)-5 unable to do the things I need to do while I'm at work. I don't want to waste my weekend doing it but now I have to I guess.

Here I am just keeping hope alive.