He left me

Came home Thursday to a best friend I have never met before. She had attitude when she picked us up. She didn't even empty my kitty litter box and I would have done so for her. She didn't even pick up the spit up, I think she actually came over here only one day you want to have the honest truth. Maybe just a couple of days to once check on the animals and then again just to throw the mail in the house but oops oh well, I just know now who won't be watching my house again while I am gone. In other news, that same night we came home from Vegas I made a call to get some stuff since steven had been whining about how bad I needed it. I was gone an hour and a half and came back to him acting a complete fool. I ended up tearing up the already tore blinds also tossed this vase on the mantle because I was just too finished. I came home to someone with attitude, he had been complaining the whole time in and out of Vegas and ohh gawd if we didn't find a bottle of alcohol for the room it just wasn't going to be right. Welp, needless to say he called the cops on me so I left, I came back though an hour later after the cops left just as a coincidence. Then I grabbed what I came back for and I left until about 2am only to come back to him withh the door barricaded and him with three guns near him while he slept. I came in hid his things so nothing would happen to me while I slept. Needless to say they ended up coming back as I was unpacking. Officer Simmons was a cutie. Welp he went to go get a haircut and his comissions license so he said. He is now staying in a room some where close to the house, he won't say. HE just left, he didn't leave a note or anything. He called me at 1am later on drunk to tell me he fell out of the shower then he called me again at 4am and told me fuck you. I call him for the longest on Saturday and sent text messages because for one he emptied the account. Emptied ALL the money I mean every single penny. Finally calls me later on Saturday and we get nothing worked out because he wants to pick my friends. I asked him to stop drinking and he asked me to stop smoking if he did that and I agreed, he even agreed to go to a counselor but I gotta stop being friends with Mally and Melissa. Now he is pissed off again because I told him I am still friends with Mally when he thought I stopped being her friend once again because he doesn't like her and doesn't want me to be her friend. ONce again I can only be friends with someone he wants me to be friends with. I can't do that, I wouldn't and don't ask him to do that. He said he was going to give me his half for his health ins, car ins, renters ins, and his money for part of the cell phone bill. Said he was paid up to Friday wherever he is and that he will be looking for a place. I agreed to him taking the laptop but now he can't because I need it for school and it is just easier for me to have but I'll tell him that Monday when I tell him I found a roommate and it will cost me only 642.50 a piece to live here, keep the house, still go to school and pay for my car. I hate it has come down to this, hell I hate he is in my family photos we did recently but oh well, I did and still do love him but he can't go picking my friends and go getting mad because I don't wanna stop being their friend.
Today we are picking up some blinds for the front room, a blind for the back door, something for that bedroom closet door and some root stuff for the house. Oh gosh I'm going to be broke again, lol. He has already taken a little over $7,000 out of the account and left me with nothing. Had the nerve to say if you can't keep the house he will take it and give me some money so I can start over fresh and new. I'm like I'm sorry I can't do that. I had a good night sleep last night and I finally relaxed before that. It feels nice not to have to worry about a drunk at night while you are sleep anymore. I love him but he is not going to make it doing that much drinking. Then he says he is going to be drinking a lot less now, what kind of shit is that especially when I had to fuss and fuss and fuss to get him to stop drinking mix drinks and move to shots and beers but damnn 3 beers a night and lawd knows how many shots. It is just crazy. He says I've been disrespectful and such but I'm just tired of noticing what I should have been and now I"m saying something and getting tired of it. I better get dressed, we've got stuff to do.