Options, Choices, Decisions, Explorations

Looks like I have a decision to make but I have already made it, I just haven't told the other person it involves. I was given the option to move to South Carolina with my boyfriend. That means my cats, the dog and I just pack up and move leaving TX for a little while if not forever altogether. Now when I say forever does not mean I wouldn't dare come back to visit because of course I would being my friend and family are here.
It is going to one interesting move. I mean we haven't been dating that long but it is so comfortable already. He is my friend. I mean we can sit around doing our own thing and no one feeling neglected. I enjoy the fact he can be just as spontaneious as I am so this move should be a fun one if nothing more but of course there will be more. We keep growing everyday as the days go by and it is just interesting in the way that it is happening. AGGGGGGGGGGGHHH!!! Moving to South Carolina though, I mean come on. I don't know if we will be there that long and yes it will be interesting to live in and see another state but gosh, it is going to be slow and easy I'm sure. I'm all ready to be bored a little bit. We will keep each other entertained because we seem to do that a lot now anyway which is fun by the way.
GAWD!!! He is out right now with his friends. I'm suppose to be in San Antonio or I would be out with him I think. I am not betting the farm on it though. His aquaintence has two friends in town, male and female and it is just driving my nerves crazy that he is in Dallas with them and I'm at home looking crazy but I guess soon we'll have almost no choice but to be together unless we go out alone, lol. I don't know why I get so nervous when he is out. He has not given me a reason not to trust him and he is more than willing go out with me and have me on his arm. I just get all crazy and crap when he is around other chicks, like he is doing or going to do something he shouldn't. It is me he spoils and shows a good time. I am the one he gave the option to move to South Carolina with him. I just trip and feel uneasy for no reason I guess. Hell he has to trust me just as much as I have to trust him. I mean because I go all kinds of strange places with my best friend.
Tomorrow I'm heading to San Antonio for my best friend's cousin's funeral. I think she has grieved already, she is feeling wierd about it which she shouldn't but I think she is. It will be an interesting trip that is for sure. Her ex husband is rolling with us and thank goodness because we need to be in the clouds on the road. I may have to bring incense to cover pot smell in my car because it seems my car likes to hold that damn smell. I will have to write later, I'm feeling a nap of some sort coming on. I just finished painting my toes with my fingernails next in line.