It hasn't been as long as time makes it seem. It hasn't been very long at all. It doesn't feel like forever but it feels comfortable already. The nights there are no sex no one is upset we joke about it later. I can't wait to bind him by my hands and see how that turns out. Having fun is pretty much garaunteed no matter what we do. Even if it is just staying at home on the computer and watching tv. He is very different and it is very scary. We aren't at a stand still in our relationship but we are growing closer together. I mean how messed up is it that when it is time to go that he will just be able to turn off his feelings like that but then again I don't know what is going to happen when it is time for him to depart Texas. How awesome would it be if he asked me to go with him? I don't know if I would be able to contain myself but I can hear him now, don't you think that is too much? Omar, nothing I ask for is ever too much, especially when it involves finding out where this could lead.
He is different and I feel very special that he has graced my life with his presence. He was especially great when I was ill on Saturday after his birthday. I know next time before I do any drinking with him and his friends again I need plenty o' water. I think I still baffle him about why I can't keep my hands off of him but I just can't and yes that even includes when he gives me a hard time about it. He's just so damn sexy to me. I mean him just being him is just sublime. I need something to munch on. I am craving some chips but none are here, I can't believe we forgot to pick those up. Now I'm here with plenty of sweets but nothing salty like I need. I don't know though. I'll find something to eat on in there.
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