Here it is again, another hair pulling experience, the paranoia in me is just making my mind go 90miles per hour. I shouldn't be thinking about him like this but I am. Oh he didn't text me around the usual time and I just wanted to fucking scream but I made it and didn't scream. I just put him, well the cell phone out of sight out of mind and it worked. He was texting by 1pm telling me he had a hell of a day which I concluded but just took me a moment of school girl frantics to get through first before I let it sink in that hello he may just be having a hell of a busy day. I know I need Omar meetings, it is crazy, lol. I'm breathing I'm breathing, trust me everyone nothing to see here I'm just trippin, lol.
After all that waiting and us chatting a little, he won't be able to see me tonight after all. He has meetings until 7pm which he said would put him home at 8 and me there probably by 830/9ish but I gotta leave around 1030/11ish which isn't fair to my gas tank or to the both of us. I don't think 2hrs of seeing each other would make us happy campers, hell I'm not sure I would be able to just leave at 1030/11ish if you want to be real about it.
We talked about the situation and he understands since I gotta get up early in the morning for work. Damn it for getting up at 430am. It is just WRONG!!! We agreed tomorrow will just be better. Then he said he'll see me as soon as you.... i am off. Now I don't know who he takes me for but ummmmmmmm I believe last time we were together, SUNDAY, he said he was off this Friday because he called me lucky for being off half a day last Friday. Yeah I had to call him on that one. I told him, um aren't you off this Friday you lucky duck? I said just hit me up when you are ready for me to come over tomorrow since you will be off, lol. Of course I get no response. He wants to over look that comment which is fine but I guess I just wanted to let him know I may not say a lot but I don't forget a whole bunch. He dismissed me by not responding but I can handle it. Who knows maybe he smirked at my comment but he said he will chat with me later. I'll be at home looking crazy since I won't be out there seeing him which sucks a bunch. That is where I would rather be. I want to see him, shoooooooot I would call in late just to stay there a little later in the evening but that wouldn't be responsible at all and besides I chill and toke with my girl before we go to work so I would miss that and I belive she would too as many times as she has stayed out but made it a point to be back home at least by in the morning. I'm going to play the responsible one this time but I can't promise anything on that next time, lol.
I just hope when I chat with him on text this evening he will be ok with me bringing Ms. Ellie Bellie along.
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